Interview: Nick Haymes on Gabe Nevins

Tell me how you got to know Nevins? I was given a commission when I used to shoot for magazines. He was doing a skate movie and I photographed skateboarders and he’d seen some of the pictures online. He was was like Oh, super excited, You’ve taken my picture, I know your work. You know, it was that sort of relationship and regardless of age difference, we struck up a sort of good relationship because we had some common interests.

What is it about Nevins that you found interesting as a photographer? I suppose at a certain age, there was something a little bit mysterious about him that you couldn’t pin down. For me, as a photographer, I saw that. I was just very intrigued by him and I also wanted to do something real with my photography, very American-driven, and youth culture within the US was quite intriguing to me at that time, so he seemed like an ideal subject. He had all these situations happening to him in his life that made it a little more interesting a well. So that’s what first sort of drew me into him.

But then he sort of drifted out of commission for a little bit. When I started photographing him he was, what, 15, something like that? And then it was about his 18th birthday, or late 17, that things started to go a little wrong with him. And that’s when he took off and became homeless.

Are drugs a big part of it? I think so. I think—you know, you can pretty much guarantee it.

Were his parents around? It’s just his mother. His father isn’t alive, it’s just his mom. So, I knew them, I met them on set. I spoke with them. I said I wanted to take more pictures. I know how they feel, I’ve got children myself. My eldest is now 14, so when I first photographed Gabe, he was my son’s age. So the relationship does become quite challenging. Because you become a sort of role model, but then you’re also a friend, and then you’re mentor, so it becomes quite complex the longer you spend with someone. It wasn’t just a commission and then you leave the next day and you choose your pictures and it’s done with it.

So he looked up to you. You’ve got to have a certain amount of trust when you take pictures of somebody.

Did he have any inhibitions? He’s nude in a lot of the book. He’s an open person. I think he’s very welcoming. People like him very easily. He’s very charismatic and very charming, which is probably some of the reasons that he survived so well when he was living on the streets.

How did you maintain contact with him? He had a cell phone, and I wanted to make sure he still had contact so I used to send him money so he could get minutes. And then, I suppose, he’d run into an Apple store or a RadioShack in every town to use Facebook because that’s how people communicate these days. I don’t have a Facebook account, but my wife did and that’s how I eventually tracked him down. I had friends in LA and he used to always e-mail me and I saw he was online at the time and I was like, “Where are you?” And he told me where he was and I said, “Stay there and don’t move.” And I had someone literally drive out and pick him up and, you know, give him some food and shelter until I got there. And that’s how I managed to find him. We continued taking pictures, but you know, now he’s back in a tricky situation which I’m trying to figure out at the moment.

So you’re in the midst of it still. It’s quite odd, and then it’s odd when you’re trying to make an artist’s book out of a project that’s quite close to you because you have to really try and be respectful to people.

Do you ever worry that, since things aren’t great for Nevins, that this book could be viewed as exploitative? Always. I’m not that cold and callous. It always goes through my head. I wish you didn’t have to think about the consequences. But then it’s also my own sort of artistic statement and you can make what you want from the book. A lot of it doesn’t answer questions but sort of leaves it up for the viewer as well.

Why do you think this kind of subject matter continues to interest us? I’m afraid the darker side is always scarily romantic. No matter how bad the outcome is, there’s always that sort of romance with youth and darkness, a particular time in people’s lives, and outsiders in general, I think. It’s quite bad that it’s such a fashionable thing, but it just has that allure doesn’t it?

Is there a difference between romanticizing it and documenting it? I try not to romanticize when I’m taking photographs because I don’t think that’s always a good thing. But I’m also not cold and impartial, because you do form a relationship. So you tread on both grounds, I suppose.

What do you hope for Nevins? The last thing I want for him is to end up dead. I want the best for him and I hope he’s gonna figure it out. You know, you try not to think about the worst-case scenarios. At times during the project, of course, I did. But so far he’s okay and I hope he’s going figure it out and get on the right path. But ultimately, I can’t do that for him, you know, you can’t also hold hands. People do have to figure it out and get on with it.

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POSTED April 9, 2012 4:33PM IN ART+CULTURE INTERVIEWS Comments (5) TAGS:




  1. anon says:

    Touching, really. What is the book called and when will it be available for purchase, and where?

  2. Alex Frank says:


    It can be purchased at Dashwood Books in New York City, or on the publisher’s e-store.


  3. nick says:

    All the interviews that are given are completely false and are hiding real trueths about events. Every interview that was given either came from some one who didnt know what they were talking about or covered shit up cause they were helping his mental break down get worse. I bet money on it that it wont mention that he is a bipolar scitsophrenic and thats why he was house in a mental hospital for over a week, or he physicaly attacked are mother and I had to stop it. This book is a sham and wouldnt help support it due to it helping gabes mental problems get worse.

  4. emma nevins (gabe nevins sister) says:

    fyi if everyone doesnt know already , my brother gabe nevins was diagnosed bipolar at 17 and this book features pictures from many manic episodes where my brother was not on medication..

  5. Pangolin says:

    Emma doesn’t mention whether she feels this book is a help or hindrance to Gabe. The images in this book are beautiful but it’s all absolutely heartbreaking. I hope life turns around for him.