yeule’s “Too Dead Inside” shows the nihilism behind a skin-deep smile

The new track is the fourth single from Glitch Princess, out February 4 on Bayonet Records.

January 13, 2022
yeule’s “Too Dead Inside” shows the nihilism behind a skin-deep smile Photo by Ethan Lai.  

Nat Ćmiel (yeule) has been busy. Since announcing their upcoming album, Glitch Princess — due February 4 via Bayonet Records — in October, they've shared four of its singles and released 𝐜𝕠𝔡e̴̹̦̬̣̰͕̤̞͈̘̎͌̽͝ ®, a "scented software for non-binary cyborgs" featuring "hints of smoked bergamot, pink pepper, white flowers, patchouli, cedarwood, iris root, and musks."

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"Too Dead Inside," out today, has a club-ready beat by Danny L Harle that belies the cry for help at its lyrical core.

"I thought it was interesting to use a jungle beat for a song within the yeule sonic sphere," the Singapore-born, London-based artist says of the new track. "I think I wanted to see if lyricism had potential to pull a shiny, new, up-beat aesthete into a darker realm. Some days I find myself having little to no reaction to things that happen, good or bad. It's as though I just close off from everything. I might as well be a ghost. I'm watching everything from above, detached from reality. I watched someone die before, and they really wanted to live. A lot of the time, we like to say we're dead inside. I think it's the way we cope, because it's just too familiar and too convenient to be absent. I think I always had a lust for life despite romanticising death often. When something happens to you that leaves an imprint, a deep scar, it takes the reaction threshold of emotion away. On some glimmering days, I see it come back. And when beautiful things happen, it can be very beautiful. Just like how ugly it can be."

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Watch the "Too Dead Inside" lyric video, and see yeule's upcoming U.S. tour dates, below.

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yeule March 2022 U.S. tour dates

3/11 - Brooklyn, NY - National Sawdust
3/15 - Chicago, IL - Thalia Hall
3/19 - Los Angeles, CA - The Echo
3/23 - San Francisco, CA - Brick & Mortar Music Hall
3/25 - Portland, OR - Holocene

yeule’s “Too Dead Inside” shows the nihilism behind a skin-deep smile